Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Like Clockwork.


Every month around the 27th, I get moody and contemplative. Why, you may ask. My answer, I am not sure. These are just thoughts that enter my mind fleetingly. I choose not to dwell on them because I know now's not the time. I wish I had a year out after university to discover myself. AND TO GET MY DRIVERS LICENSE!!!!

The thoughts that went through my head today:
1. Why do I think the thoughts I think?
2. Does God know that I think these thoughts and if so Does he also know that I condemn some of my own thoughts? i.e. that I am aware and ashamed of some of the silly passing comments I make in my head.
3. Am I wasting my time?
4. Will I achieve all that I want to in the short time I have to live?
5. How and what are my priorities? And Can I say for sure that what I'd imagine them to be are really what would make me happy?
6. Do we have a SUB-sub-conscious mind? And if so, Why and What is it? Reason I ask this is because I always think my thoughts in layers. I'll think something, and simultaneously I'll think shit I shouldn't be thinking that. (basically same point as q2 la.)
7. Do I take God for Granted even though he's at the back of my mind most of the time? Am I thinking of him for the wrong reasons? I.e. to prove something to someone, to belong, to prove something to myself? I do believe in and love God, but are my intentions pure and when will I know if they are?
8. Will being in love with someone across the seas cause me to miss out on experiences I might have had otherwise, and even if I did, would it be for my own good?
9. Where do I truly belong?


Is anyone as lost as I am, I'd like to have a dialogue with someone confused.


As an afterthought, The Answer is CHOCOLaTe! and I don't care what the question is.

Monday, February 27, 2006

In your FACE html!!!


Score: [Amrita:1 Html:76]

Action: Rejoicing and running through the streets with thick glasses on and
a pocket calculator shoved in the breast-pocket of a tweed jacket I may or may not own!

Reason for joy: I added a tagboard to my blog!

Comments: I don't think anyone will understand the feeling of accomplishment I am now
experiencing!

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Learning HTML

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The one good thing about blogging is that it has inspired me to learn HTML...I need to get with the times and stop being so dependent on my pen and paper pad. Old school clerk stylee. Thus far I have got nowhere I must say, besides learning to change the colour of differnt parts of my webpage. I did however learn how to use Visual Basic (an Excel language), which might be of some use to me in the future when I need to organise my millions of dollars, from shading dealing investments in dog tracks, car-racing, and the marketing of faulty ice-cube makers.
This is my attempt at becoming 'techonologically savvy'. I can just about hear the wind saying, " leave it to the boys, you're useless".

Here's a couple of links that may be useful:
1. http://www.htmldog.com/guides/htmlbeginner/
2. http://mygen.co.uk/index.php?page=tutorials&section=flashplayer1


Which reminds me, I promised my dad AGES ago that I'd whip up an informal website for his clinics...aiyah. :S

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Questioning

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Do we only question what is wrong or at times what we consider Right as well? For example, on a more macro level, Why do we believe in God? Is he just a man sitting in the clouds or an undescribable force of energy? Does anyone know, Will anyone ever find out?
Life is like a huge puzzle, a maze if you like. You keep walking and searching, trying different corners and turns. Hitting a road block and having to back track at times. But once you reach the end, once you finally make it, the game is over. You've won. Once we find the answer to 'our maze' we'll be done. We'll get the grand prize. We need to learn from our mistakes. That is why I believe we need to question to learn.

What about blind faith?
A lot of us believe that we Are Not meant to question God. He does to you what you are meant to deserve and it would be 'Rude' to question his intentions etc. This is where the I must emphasize what I mean by questioning. This is where alot of people go wrong (in my opinion), and I admit, I have been through and still do go down this path time and time again. Questions must be derived from a place of learning. Once you have accepted that you're asking a question for the reason of actually learning something, then only will you benefit. Many people suck them selves into an endless spiral of questioning trivial matters consistently, 'Why was he mean' Why is he doing this to me' Why Why Why....When you ask a question, be prepared to wait, listen and learn from the answer. Then you won't have to ask the question again. Blindly following a set of rules or regulations stipulated by the 'Guru's' ages ago is justified and it does give you a clear conscience and a set of disciplines to abide by. But then the beauty of questioning and learning from these rules helps make the whole experience of following them so much more meaningful and wholesome. A blatant example would be to pray everyday. You could do it in Punjabi (and not understand) or you could do it in English, and know what you're actually meditating upon.

"The founder of the Sikh religion, Guru Nanak was born on April 15, 1469 in the Western Punjab village of Talwandi. He was born to a simple Hindu family. His father Mehta Kalian Das was an accountant in the employment of the local Muslim authorities. From an early age Guru Nanak made friends with both Hindu and Muslim children and was very inquisitive about the meaning of life. At the age of six he was sent to the village school teacher for schooling in reading and writing in Hindi and mathematics. He was then schooled in the study of Muslim literature and learned Persian and Arabic. He was an unusually gifted child who learned quickly and often questioned his teachers."

From this we can learn that, if you ask the right questions and learn from them, We'll be able to do great things.

Move forward with an open mind. Be ready to discuss. Be ready to listen. Be ready to learn.

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Meditation

What is the exact line of discussion...modern day meditation techniques,or the samadhi or dhyan of sikhism?

Actually, there is no perfectly suited word in english language for these two,meditation is the nearest.
Buddist' Zen'style of meditation actully originated from' Dhyan' of Vedic times,
Dhyan means focus on the inner senses "Anta-Karan",the inner-self,where in lies a hidden powerful inner sense ,which when accessed connects one to the pre-mordial eternal energy of "Nada' sound or wavelength or frequency or whatever you may call it.Its in this state the great saints herd the inner sound of AUM..........; The reveleations.....The inner melodies(which Guru ji has mentioned in the Bani of Anand(Bliss)Sahib-Anand bhayaa meri maa'e,Satguru main paaya,Satguru ta paaya man mere man vajeean vadhaayeean Raag ratan parivar bhareean shabad gaavan aayeean...)
When a person is in the truly' Dhyan' state ,his external senses are temporarily all disconnected from external world of senses and they are all fully focussed inawards.
To understand Dhyana you will need to grasp the concept of MIND.
The whole story is of taming the monkey mind which by nature is highly unstable,in a constant fluctuating state..Man jeete jag jeet...Aye mana mereya! tu sadaa raho har(god) nale,har naal raho tu man mere dookh sabh visaarna.......
You must have heard of the concept 'man marna'(Kill the mind),empty your mind,clean your mind,....Our mind is like a highly sophisticated computer diskette...if you have already a recording there then you cant record over it.To do so you will have to erase the previuos content and reformat it.Similarly,those who desire to practice Dhyana,they have to prepare their mind first with such thoughts that will make it easier for them to go inward,with concepts and things the mind will want to wander and connect to when going inward,otherwise it'll keep coming back to the external sensual world thoughts by default,for it knows nothing else and it's comfortable for it go back there.
The same principle mind applies for habbits,addictions,attachments,fear,and other learned behaviour.To break it out of its mould you have to teach it with a whip of discipline.
Initially the practice of 'Dhyana' might reward you of such a state of Bliss(Ananda)for fractions of a second only,slowly building up to just a second or two or max a miserable few moments.But if done regurly it will definitely show better rewards
' Dhyan' done with love for lord in the heart ,with deep devotion,no doubts,no expectations,no frustration, done by such people who have first managed to clean up their heart and mind of pollution (of bad or negative thoughts,)and who respect their body as the one and only sacred vehicle or instrument of Liberation or connection to God's essence (and thus believing keeping it healthy and all senses fully funtional,)
Bani says our Conciosness needs uplifting Through Bramh gian(sacred knowledge of the nature of the Self and the gods creation).
For this we need to fine tune our intellect(IQ for surviving in the world,EQ for dealing with the social and personal aspect and peace of mind and stability (being the cool dude):and SQ for the spiritual factor for the skills to know and unveil The Truth/The Reality of the Supreme Transcedental /The Parbrahmn-The Cosmic mind(THE JEEVA MANA IS THE INDIVIDUAL HUMAN MIND)/The Paramatman-The eternal Omnipresent Soul essense of god(The jeeva atman being the individual human soul which is the latent tiny spark connecting the entire world with god).
Now it is this spark that grows and makes saints of ordinary people.

So the question now is how to awaken this dormant energy lying within every soul.The secret to this is 'The Thought Power' acc to bani.Those who have good,kind,sharing,caring,non violent,non lustin,non greedy,non attaching,Loving,,just,and such good thoughts are happy and grounded people who are not afraid to share ,help,loose out,or selfish----fearless and without enemity.Such people can be poor or filthy rich.....its the thoughts that set them apart.They are satisfied with their lot and go out of the way to reach out to others and carry the love of selfless contribution to others.

Sikhism has the concept ff Miri-Piri(Saint-Soldier) or SAHAJ-which is akin to the balanced person of modern day .Scientifically,(IQ)left and right brain balanced people;(EQ)people who have very developed pre frontal cortex emotionally balanced as well:(SQ) and those who are deeply devoted to God and live a spiritually correct life.
To know what is this spiritually correct life you will need to do your daily japa.have a Tapa(Determination and discipline in your life of following the spiritually correct life).
Hope this will put you on the path of exploring more Truths.


Black Magic
It actually means negative energies that harm yhe mind ,Body and Soul.
Only the weak minded are susceptible to it.A weak mind is that which is very superficial,only carrying the sensual external world energies ,devoid of powerful inner energies.Inner energies are build up with good thoughts(vichaar) and good intellect(budhi)and strengthen the connection to god essence by constant japa.
Black magic cannot harm inner pwer of mind ,it only affects the external mind.So one needs to build on that to deflect any such attack.
There is one sakhi in which one of our Guru's tried to give this message by deflecting all the wutches attacks of black magic just by sitting at the river bank and praying while the witches attacked him from across the banks.
If your mind is afraid or fearful that it is going to be affected by the B.M. then it sure will.By doing so the mind is actually attaching itself to the wavelenth of the attack and unknowingly attracts it ,by making itself weaker it lets itself br taken over by the attack..depending on how strong is the attack.
MInd is constantly doubting your own capabilities and setting limits and manifesting that limit for itself.Beleive in yourself,think positive,ignore and reprimand and even banish them if you want set higher limits.
In sikhism the concept of :"Chardi Kala"is way to tackle this.IT means always aim higher,think positive,never cry over the past and move on ,dont despair or feel sad or depressed.You will start a vicios circle by attracting more of such negativity in your life.What frequency you put yourself at is what you are going to attract in the universe.It all boils down to your thoughts and the inner mind strength and having a chat line established with god at all times.God connects to those who exist at a similar range of frequency as him, the rest unfortunately are responsible for cutting themselves out of his range of grace.ITs peoples own actions(Karma)that bring them closer to god or keep them away from his grace...karmi apo apni ke nere ke door...jini naam dhiaaya gaye masakat ghaal...(those who do japa and maintain the inner thought level or frequency as he wants ,their hard work never goes unrewarded)
Nanak naam chardi kala tere bhane sarbat da bhalla...Nanak says that NAAM(god ) always remians in chardi kala mode and his desire and will never has any thoughts of harm or punishment or suffering for anyone for he has only love and good for all his creation.So it's the creation which is responsible for bringing the suffering on itself'People dont realise this and go on and on......why me,what did I do to be punushed in this way,Why I am always so unlucky,I'll complain to god;If god is so good then why there is so much suffering in the world;when peoples desires sre not fulfilled they curse god or forsake him,and so on.This is done in IGNORANCE.....not understanding the true nature of god and the TRUTH.